Weekend Trip...

Okay so we went to Indianapolis this weekend so Michelle could try out for The Biggest Loser.... It was a great drive and we talked and laughed the whole ride... Saturday morning we got up and went to the audition, luckily for us Michelle had a VIP Pass so we didn't have to wait in any long lines... She didn't make it but it was fun trying!!

So remember I started "Operation 25" Friday morning... So this weekend I didn't drink any soda only water. I ate very lightly and I've been very restricted with what I would eat... Haven't had any real cravings for sweets so that's great!!!

I want to have good news to tell you but Friday of this week... Oh yeah!! We went to the gym yesterday and worked out, Michelle tried to kill me!!! So I think I'm gonna just go on my own from now on....

This morning I woke up sad, thinking that I was too old to get pregnant.... I have these thoughts a lot now that my birthday has come and gone.... It's like something inside me that keeps telling me that I'm older now.... But my doctor isn't telling me that, he keeps telling me I can have a baby.... So I have to keep believing that and keep pushing forward...





I will end each blog with this disclaimer "I'm not a Doctor or expert on this subject. Anything I say is just informational and you should always speak with your doctor before doing or trying anything I say medically."

Lacking Motivation...

Okay so the last time I was here I was lost on what to do for this month?!?!? Well after talking with Michelle (my voice of reason!) We decided that this month we would use only the Femara, because we need to read about the side effects of the Menopur and also, using the Menopur increases your chances of have 3 or more babies by 33%!!! That's a lot of babies!! So we've decided to keep using our KD but we are also talking about going back to the donor sperm from the cryobank if no BFP this month.... But we went back and forth with that decision because we think it will hurt our KD's feelings??? He's been so supportive and flexible to us...

My lack of motivation comes from thinking I was doing everything right last month and getting a BFN! So I didn't know what to say to you guys?!?! But I decided that you guys are in this as much as we are, so you deserve to know what's going on!! =)))

I have also decided that I will let God control this and I will just go along for the ride!! =)))


I will end each blog with this disclaimer "I'm not a Doctor or expert on this subject. Anything I say is just informational and you should always speak with your doctor before doing or trying anything I say medically."